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My hands would be stoneif it weren’t for the fire that burns in my chest
 branding my heart with the spirit
 of the one who creates rainbows.
 
 
My hands would be butterfliesif it weren’t for the fire that burns in my chest
 branding my heart with the spirit
 of the one who makes war
 
 
I‘m a army of opposites at war with myselfmy gut is a battle ground of duality
 I’m a freak of the alchemist
 the double edge fire that burns in my chest
 is fueled by passion
 and horse shit
 
 
When Jesse got 99 yearsI laughed
 I looked in his sons face
 and cried
 
 
I shouted for women’s liberationbut cajoled her to fetch my coffee
 
 
Last week I stop a fighttoday I’m gonna start one
 
 
Some people ask how I got so sensitiveothers want to know what makes me so mad
 
 
I shake my head at drug usersbut make excuses for my gin
 
 
Gonna buy my  baby a lot of  toysand I don’t believe in Christmas.
 
 
I’m a freak of the alchemistMy hands are part stone
 and part butterfly
 
 
I feel at homewith friends on the northshore
 and family in the projects
 
 
I’m a Ex-MarineWho feels despair
 about hungry Iraqis
 
 
A starving artistwith a four bedroom house in the burbs
 
 
A poetwho believes in censorship
 
 
I want to be likedand I don’t hide my flaws
 
 
I celebrate my negritudeand I never had sympathy for  OJ
 
 
My  star is illuminatedby poet
 and football
 
 
I’m a freak of the Alchemistmy hands are part stone
 and part butterfly
 
 Chuck Perkins
 
 
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